March 2012
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last night i dreamed that you proposed to me again. and although it felt amazing to hear those words and i instinctively said yes, it still felt wrong somehow. there was something about it that felt like the timing was wrong. i can’t remember most other parts of the dream, but i do remember we had just found refuge from some sort of danger. maybe that’s it. maybe it’s too stormy...
February 2012
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Michael Jackson: Annie are you okay
Michael Jackson: Annie are you okay
Michael Jackson: Annie are you okay
Michael Jackson: Annie are you okay
Michael Jackson: Annie are you okay
Annie: I'm fi-
Michael Jackson: ARE YOU OKAY ANNIE
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uhh tumblr changed overnight?
okay cool story.
ANYWAY, it’s pancake day!! which means it’s FREE pancake day, which means I’m down.
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okay this shit is just getting out of hand
calling ADI tomorrow. it doesn’t take this damn long to “process paperwork”. either hire me or not, god damn it.
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At work tonight, I learned that one of our female customers left the restaurant after a meal sometime in the past week, only to be followed home by an unidentified man and later sexually assaulted. I don’t know who she is, what she was wearing or if she was drinking, but none of those things even remotely merit such an act. I am appalled to live in a world where things such as rape are...
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely...”
– Bob Marley (via thechanelmuse)
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seriously loving this rainy day
so beautiful :)
Woman: Can I have birth control?
Government: No.
Woman: I got pregnant because I didn't have birth control and I don't want the fetus. Can I have an abortion?
Government: No.
Woman: I gave birth to my child but since I wasn't expecting it, I can't afford daycare. Can I have help paying for it?
Government: No.
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again, boundaries
yesterday was so… incredible, even for just those 20 minutes we had. but, now i feel a sort of emptiness. those times are such a tease, and when i can’t have them whenever i want, it’s hard not to feel a little raw.
this is not your fault or mine. this is just how it is right now.
adorkabledawn asked: hey lady thanks for the support! <3 I was trying to figure out a way to answer you within my blog post but I have NO IDEA how to do that lol. How are you?
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waaaahhh
got called into work tonight for a few hours. i can and definitely should extrovert myself, so i said yes. i am currently regretting that decision, because all i wanna do right now is take a nap.
i have no desire to put on makeup. or pluck my eyebrows. or be around people. not because i’m in a bad mood, actually. more so because i’m tired and i don’t want to have to deal with...
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“We must all suffer one of two things: the pain of discipline or the pain of...”
– - Jim Rohn
(had to look it up because the blog i found it on didn’t have a source. but i had to have this because it’s beautiful and makes so much sense to me right now)
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yaaaayyyyy today!
so i let my parents claim me on their taxes this year, and that turned out to be a very wise choice. they’re gonna use the money we get back to help me with a down payment for a car! now all i need is for this new job to come through and i’ll be set for my new start.
positive vibes are welcomed :)
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good morning
sitting at sbux in granary square, and realizing that i’m surprisingly awake for how little coffee i’ve consumed, on top of how little sleep i got last night. it’s also colder than i anticipated, and all i have is a small sweater. i’m amazing at planning these sorts of things. you’d think living in CA my whole life would teach me to always have a change of clothes?
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boundaries are really difficult to establish, and even harder to keep. i’m learning so much about myself right now. it’s really hard to see a process as good if there’s so much pain involved.
some day soon, it’ll all pay off. i’ve never wanted to work harder at anything in my life.
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tonight has once again proven to me that i have...
i am so grateful. and shining through the thick layer of sadness my heart is diseased with, is a ray of sunshine, the happy realization that i actually have a really strong support system.
thank you to everyone who has listened to me, given me rides when i needed it, allowed me to crash in your houses, bought me drinks (haha), and just… been there. i happen to be acquainted with some...
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